Hello everyone and Welcome again to my blog. Today is a day of testing with Christopher (My 3 1/2 year old) He refuses to listen to anything I say to him constantly. My sons refuse to listen to me period so we have an Intensive in home team that we are working with. Today is just a stressful day for me and I wish my family had a vehicle cause if we did I would be able to get the kids out of the house and going to the park. I am just stressed to the max today and not sure how much more I can handle.
Now before you Judge me remember I am a mom of a 7 year old, 5 year old and 3 1/2 year old all boys mind you. Sami Missed the bus this morning so his first day of school starts tomorrow instead of today. Tomorrow both Sami and Elijah will be at school for their first day.. I can't believe that my baby is starting school for the first time. I'm so proud of my sons and how far we have come but I know things are going to be coming in trials and tribulations. God gave me these boys for a reason and I aim to teach them to be better kids and to be amazing when they are adults. I also aim to teach them to treat a woman with respect and love them for who they are. They have seen abuse thanks to one of my ex's and they have seen what it does to women. Yes I am scarred from all the abuse I have had in the past years. But I am moving past all of that and getting on my feet..
Yes our family does not have money, or a vehicle to get around in. We are one of the poorest people we know. Poverty is real and it hits people like us, even the best people get hit with poverty.. We pay our bills every month on time and that is all we do anymore. We don't have extra money to do anything with its crazy and its unbalanced.. Every morning I have to be up at 5:30 and have sami Up and ready by 6:30 to get out the door and on the school bus. Then as soon as I get back I have to get Elijah up and ready by 7am and him out the door to meet the school bus. everything right now is crazy hectic and I am trying my best to handle it all. Can't wait for my escape tonight into a game of some sort to clear my mind. I wish I could just go for a nice long walk but I have to be in bed by 10pm so that I am up in the morning with the kids. If you don't mind please follow my blog so I know who is reading!
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i just want you to know that i hate you think we are the poorest people we know... it hurts that you think that because honestly there are many people who have it way worse then we do.. homeless with no money begging for food on the streets.. if we were the poorest do you think we would get to pay all our bills??? sometimes some of them are a little late but they still get paid.. we have things that poor people dont have... internet being one.. cable being another.. just saying.. things could be way way worse then just having money to pay bills.. i wish we had a car too. and we will get there but things take time..
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