Well I know I missed a few days of Writing in my blog.. Sorry its been really busy over here lately. Yesterday we had 2 surprise visitors one of which works with my sorry ex and these guys had no clue where I lived and now all of a sudden they know exactly what trailer I live in and where. It was kinda strange if you ask me. But my son Elijah's dad showed up and that was a very pleasant visit with him. He really is a great dad but even more he is a good friend of mine. Christopher is doing well with his Therapy thankfully and he is getting a little bit of somewhere in that.
Anyways, Things have just been Hectic here and I have been extremely tired seeing as its the first week of school and I am also testing a schedule for myself as well. All the boys like their reward system and have been trying hard to use it better. As for me well I'm tired more than usual trying to get everything on a schedule for all of us but its all trial and error. My boyfriend messaged me last night to tell me that he is sick which he has Strep Throat and our first reaction is oh no we hope I don't get sick or Christopher don't get sick.. I haven't been feeling very well all day so I am keeping my fingers crossed in hopes that I will not get anything from it.
Have you ever felt helpless knowing someone is sick and you really cannot do anything for them? Thats how I feel right now with my boyfriend. I know I can't do anything for him and I feel so lost without him.. I miss him a lot being able to hold him wise. I really do love him for who he is and for the way he looks at me and my boys. So you can see how I miss him a lot when we are apart, He walks up behind me and wraps his arms around me and kisses my neck which is heaven to me. He also does sweet things for me even if he doesn't realize he is doing them. He really is my soul mate for me and I'm glad he came to my doorstep to fix my toilet lol. Yes that is how we met he is one of the maintenance guys where I live and he is amazing.
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